A little older, a little wiser and a lot happier🤎🔆!

Hey, it's me, your six-year-old self,

You wrote to me in one of your blog entries and after much thought, I felt the need to write to you as well😂🤗or maybe it's just common courtesy to reply to a written letter duuh💯🤗.

Anyways I hope you are doing well and that you are super excited because imagine you are just getting older by the day😂

I have been thinking about what to tell you as you turn another year older and this is it:

I am so proud of you Miss Mutheu🤎😭.

I am so proud of the person you have become, a stronger, grown, healing, and grown version of me.

Sis this is the happiest I have seen you in so many years, the first birthday you've been genuinely happy and okay.

Not unwell, sad, or anxious about living another new year, or frustrated.

I remember times you'd always cry in bed on your birthday because you never understood why God could just not take your life and give it to someone that needed it more,

Times you'd countlessly ask yourself for how long more you need to go through pain, anguish, and torment that seemed endless.

Nights you'd sit on the floor and go through photo albums in tears wishing that my younger selves and I could be brought back because that's the only time you remember experiencing genuine happiness.

Good old days when nightmares, anxiety, depression, low self-esteem, and self-sabotage were not yet known to you,

When self-harm was not a vocabulary you had ever heard lest alone thought you'd experience,

When life was a whole non-ending fairytale that even Disneyland could not compare and

school was all about fun and games and naps,

When you never had to hide behind 10 other personalities just to feel like you can leave the house and interact with people,

When you had no idea what being judged and defined by people's perceptions felt like,

When lying had not become a part of who you are because you just could not accept to be vulnerable and authentic with the world out there other than yourself,

When you would not break mirrors and hurt yourself because you hated the person you had become and all the scars and flaws,

When certain thoughts like taking a handful of pills to end it all because you had enough and nothing seemed to make sense or worth living for were very much non-existent.

When all you were was a happy, jolly and brilliant little girl that obsessed over Barbie dolls and owned millions of them.

A dreamy little girl that always believed rainbow world, pink unicorns, horses with braided hair, and fairy godparents were real🥺😂,

A little girl that firmly believed she was a princess that was not yet discovered after watching "Barbie in princess charm school"😂🥰 or maybe the child of a certain dignitary maybe the president even lol then you got switched at birth😂😂,

Megan Mutheu, you have always had quite an imagination I'll tell you that for sure.

Lol, I can't even contain myself when I remember how much you used to vibe to 'Nibebe' by Rose Muhando with a shoe brush as your microphone😂😭

You were happy Meg, genuinely happy and then life happened but...

Girl, I felt all that pain with you so believe me when I say even Samson has nothing on you considering the strength you have put to be here today✨

An outstanding, beautiful, scarred but healing, beautiful in all ways, kind, loving, selfless, determined, strong-willed, smart, wise, strong, and resilient girl that has found her voice, her truth, and her worth🤎😭.

Babe, it's not gonna be a bed of roses either way but I trust you are now at a better place to cope with and handle anything this life will throw your way🤗💯

I need you to know that you are doing amazing and you have made so much progress in the past two years.

Ps: That dignitary you thought was your father is actually a KING and he owns everything imagine!! His name is God🥰🔆.

So you actually were an undiscovered princess Meg😁, I am so sorry I did not believe you🤭

I never thought we would ever recover from those fateful events but look at us now hun, happy, healing, experiencing love from those around us and the love of Christ each day, and succeeding in so much even on a personal level🥰🦋

Keep doing what you are doing; Prioritizing yourself, refusing to be held back by the past trauma and fears of all kinds, exploring every aspect of you<the good, the bad and the ugly> and forgiving and cherishing everything that makes you Megan🤎✨

Don't stop for anything or anyone📌

I am always rooting for you and clapping for you❤.

Go go Miss Mutheu😊❣.

This world needs you, so give them all that they need selflessly while still remembering it's you that matters all day and every day.

I love you for who you are, for all you are and most importantly, so does God🤎🔆.

All the best as you turn another year older and begin a whole new phase of your life.

Blessings and love🦋🥰

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I think it's great to be flawed. I am hugely flawed, and I like it this way. That's the fun of life. You fall, get up, make mistakes, learn from them, be human and be you.

Priyanka Chopra

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Hi tribe🦋🤎

Hello, and how are we doing today?🔆🥰I am hoping we are doing well and that we are healthy. I have been doing well on my end🤗🔆Actually nothing but good vibes and inshallah because it was a girl's birthday month and Saturday was my birthday so I had such an amazing time guys😭🥰. I wish we could rewind and just go back to Saturday apart from a tiny part of it for all my guys that relate😂😂If you don't gerrit, forget about it🤭😂Besides that, I had a blast with so much love and happiness around me from my friends and family not to forget just how dashing and gorgeous I looked🥰🥰YAAASS QUEEN!!😍😍<This is me reminding you to normalize gassing yourself up aiii because you deserve it❤>

Guys mimi I was there feeling like some royalty mahn then sijui what happened way later when people were saying all these nice and mushy stuff and it was so emotional so I was lowkey crying then I told myself," Heeh Megan, mimi I had totally forgotten how crying feels like?"

I wasn't sure if this was a good thing or a bad thing because ladies and gents, I had not cried in a very long time till then but don't get me wrong, these were tears of joy, I mean like tears juu you are sad or just not okay😭😂. So there's me who was experiencing shock because how had I not cried myself to sleep or whatever in such a long time? Truth be told, a girl is really doing great and is happy for real juu wueeh🤗🤎.

Regardless, thank you all for the birthday love and shoutout to everyone that made my day an amazing one❤🦋. Tupatane nyuma ya tent kama unataka cake thankss😂😂

🔆P.S: I have been jamming to Firm Foundation by Maverick Worship and Mae Wendi by Nvirri this previous week and I definitely love them😍📌and no, you don't have to ask because by now you know I listen to Kesho Kutwa on a daily🥱❤

Shout out to anyone that's trynna figure out life and themselves right now🦋❤It's okay if things aren't going as planned right now but I hope you know God works all things out for our good so do not be anxious or weary. You are doing great! Just breath and take things easy🥺🤎.

Also can we please not forget that it's my birthday till January is over so you know the vibes!🤩🤩

🔆I am so sorry for taking such a long time to leave an entry but your homegirl here has been super busy this past few weeks😩Lakini si you know I have your backs. I am back with the tea right from where we left off last time🤗Ladies and gents, so I joined high school in the Great Rift Valley region but I will not leave receipts of the name so if you know you know and if you don't, tupatane nyuma ya tent😂🤭

DISCLAIMER: Leo nawapea tu teaser juu nimetype sana already😊 Ona sasa unataka kulia nani🥺😂 But worry not, I will have this story done by Thursday I promise😊Moving on swiftly...

I remember crying so much that day before my reporting day because I could not even begin to think how I will survive in a foreign with a lot of foreign people when I was basically terrified of crowds and what they would think about me lmao😂🌚

So regardless we go to school the next day and I meet a friendly girl and we clicked instantly, let's call her Rose ndo we don't leave receipts😂😂I felt a bit better when my parents left because we decided to become besties and beddies so atleast I had one close person.

Then the period before we were moved to our respective streams, we met two other girls who we will call Samantha and Clarice and we also clicked and called ourselves "Fabulous Four".

I am literally laughing right now and quick one, why is it even so cold gosh😩and this rain wueeh.Nimenyeshewa yaani and my shoes were just soaked😂😩

Anyways, fyi these were the most popular form ones so far. I f you didn't know any of us, you didn't know anyone basi😂😂

And now, Let the games begin!😑

To be continued...

Thank you for all the love and I hope you enjoy today's entry✨!

So much love for you all tribe❤🦋!

God loves you🥰❤!

You are doing great❤!

I am proud of you🦋🥰!

Love and Light!✨❤!