Yours truly, Megan 13.

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“Sometimes in life, we take a leap of faith. Remember, the leap is not about getting from one side to the other. It’s simply about taking the leap…and trusting the air, the universal breath, will support your wings so that you may soar.”

- Kristi Bowman

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"My name is Megan13 and I just received a letter she wrote Megan 6 a couple of months ago but with all the growth Megan is experiencing, Megan 6 is too fragile to be able to write back and designated me with the duty of writing back with everything she wanted to say to her.

Her words are more or less a tale of the journey and adventures they have experienced together with a blend of my own experience.

This is a tale of a girl called Megan Mutheu presently.

Megan is a young lady who is bubbly, loud, expressive, and uniquely beautiful with a striking but amazing personality.

Her aura is as warm and welcoming as her heart, her presence is divine and loud,

Pink has always been her color since Megan 3but now brown has captured her attention,

She's quite the talkative one I tell you, but the kind that's interesting to listen to, her thoughts are beautiful and her eloquence graceful and her stories well, you know you will definitely have a wholesome satisfaction afterward.

Her mindset is attractive, how she perceives things and strives to have a diverse mindset is altogether beautiful.

She is a strong-willed girl with a strong personality to go for the things she wants if only Imposter Syndrome wasn't always creeping in on her.

A lover of art and the simple things in life from candy, junk food, books, museum dates, journal dates, and sticky notes.

Music is essential and the theatre is her happy place, it's like a whole new world for her every time she sits to watch plays.

Writing is where she gets to be her most authentic, raw, vulnerable, and expressive self with no fear at all hoping it leaves a mark in the life of just but a random human on this platform.

Her love languages are words of affirmation and quality time but if she loves you, she gifts like there's no tomorrow and if that's not it, she will present and be there for you regardless.

The kind of girl that still watches Disney when sad and has a Disney playlist on their Spotify to sing along to,

The kind that still believes in pinky promises and "Tumerub friends please"!

The kind that still sleeps with her favorite stuffed animal, Teddy.

The kind that remembers every possible Barbie lyric.

The kind that can not cross roads on her own at her big age.

She takes her time to blend in and let people in but she is also the kind that is super friendly and sweet though she looks nothing like it when you first meet her.

She loves mango juice and anything that is junk, sweet or spicy.

Family is everything and she recently developed this beautiful relationship with her Moma Bear while she constantly picks on her small brother.

The kind who has her wedding already visualized in her mind with Pinterest boards of wedding dresses and wants three kids right after that; two boys and a girl to follow in the footsteps of her amazing very beautiful mother of course🤗

Fyi, if you don't play kesho kutwa, marry u twice, or rather her entire wedding day playlist that is already in the making there shall be no wedding lol, and definitely no honeymoon in the Maldives as well ha!😂

Her vibes are literal sunshine, she's an amazing girl this one, and funny of course.

She strikes attention wherever she goes so effortlessly and every day I hear her overthink behind that smile she decorates her face with no matter how much her social anxiety is about to make her swim in a sad, quiet mood.

It's always, "Oh my God why are people looking at me, is it my face or I'm I dressed weirdly or is there something on my hair, maybe it's my tummy!" and at this exact moment, she will begin to self sabotage her fun because honestly her mind never goes easy on her ever.

She thinks everyone is after her and just out to hurt her or judge her, great is her fear of not being accepted, the fear of being stripped naked, and her weaknesses, insecurities, and flaws exposed to the rest of the world.

Time in, time out, as a result of all these thoughts, she tends to have people-pleasing tendencies but the kind where she strives to be kind to everyone, stretches a little too much for those she loves no matter how much it makes her uncomfortable.

But that's who she is, the girl that will always love and give selflessly even where she's not getting watered or appreciated.

She carries sunshine with her for all to experience because she knows too well what the darkness feels like and wouldn't wish that on anyone.

I watch her go out of her schedule and work out even the most impossible of prior plans even if it means canceling to show up for those she loves, strangers, new friends, or, old friends; that has never been a consideration for her in as long as you are dear to her.

Megan feels emotions intensely and sometimes she finds this a burden to herself and those in her life because she's afraid they won't understand her, but you can't blame her, I promise she gets that a lot, "You're too much Meg! You're too petty. You're too hard to understand, You're difficult to deal with." when she tries so hard to deal with the hurricane inside her.

Good thing is, she is really forgiving and even if she may distance herself from you when hurt and close off, she will still be rooting for you and eventually reach out.

She is a hopeless romantic that can never cease to love or want love no matter how many times she gets hurt, funny how the things that hurt her are what she constantly craves.

I can go on and on about her when all I want is to let her know that minus any of these things from the small details to the big details, she changes who she really is and there is no reason for her to hide parts of her or put on a facade to feel safe because she is sufficient in every way possible.

The strength she portrays each day to get better and face life one step at a time,

The power in the way she can take in so much without breaking and the beauty in how she takes her time to understand her process no matter how hard it gets, she bounces back up.

Immense growth is what we see each day as she radiates her path with hope and undying cheer to the little things around her that make her happy.

I am a proud younger self when I see her step out of fear and doubt to go for her dreams no matter how crazy they may seem.

As part of her inner child, I feel safe when she affirms herself constantly with beautiful words of encouragement.

When she believes in herself and nothing else matters even the voices in her head, then there's nothing that gets in the way of her and her goal.

I love that she loves the way she does, she thinks the way she does, she talks the way she talks and I am grateful for her journey over the years because she has turned her into an amazing, young woman that makes a difference.

I am even happier she is reconnecting with us and her childhood dreams. I hope she gets to fulfill everything on her vision board.

I am happy she is happier, better, and more grown individually, mentally, emotionally, and physically gorgeous as well.

Here's to little miss not so little and growing each day!

We are so proud of you babe and we love you"

Love,

Megan13🤎🦋

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Hey tribe✨🤎,

This is an appreciation post to myself for everything I have worked so hard to achieve for myself and my younger versions as well.

It's been a lot but I am proud of us for fighting all through and never giving up along the way no matter how much we wanted to🌸🥺.

Everyone else might not see the effort and sacrifices you make on a daily but I see you and each day I will clap for you, reassure you, and affirm you. You are doing great and there's so much greatness awaiting you at the finish line. I love you immensely love!🥰🤎

And now without further ado, I want to celebrate me by introducing to you a long-awaited project of mine that some of you have probably seen on my Instagram. The baby I have been expecting has finally been brought into the world:

🌸🤎THE SPELLING LIFE PODCAST🤎🌸

It is with great joy that I introduce to you my long-awaited podcast🎉😭✨I am honestly overcome with emotion to have finally stepped up the fear and done the thing😊✨

This would not have been possible if not for a lovely team that has been there for me: Ochiko, Wangechi, Vanessa, and Kinoti have been part of the team that has been prepping my baby that is now our baby for you guys. Thank you immensely, guys, I love you❤.

For more details, just press the link I will attach below and join the family😍🔆. Follow our Instagram to be updated and for more interaction with us. We look forward to starting this journey with each one of you.

https://linktr.ee/thespellinglifepodcast

https://www.instagram.com/thespellinglifepodcast/

That's just it from me today.

I hope you enjoyed today's entry🌺🦋

Keep warm and stay safe🤎🔆

Love and light🤗🤎