May the day break........

Wow! Lol I'm I actually doing this for real?😂🤔 Holy bananas I have actually began a freaking blog. (Excuse my cringe mixed with excitement because well this has always been here but lol I never had the courage to do this but I guess we finally got the courage😂😑.Eeeey girl show us what you got then!") To be honest so much has being going on especially this week but I finally decided not to push this any further and actually begin this blog lol🤭. Thank you to everyone that sent their love and support this week.

So welcome to my wix channel and I am happy to have you here🥰. With the power invested in me I declare 16th of November 2021 my official blog launch day. Storiesofhope to the world lmao🎉🎉😁😁…..But now let's actually get down to business😎. Today we are just gonna get to know each other or rather you are just gonna get to know me because well...It's me that's typing this and get to know why I chose to start this blog( I just realized my thoughts are so disoriented as usual but don't worry I'll try and make sense tsk tsk😂)

My name is Megan Mutheu. I love being mysterious so I will kind of let you just guess my age😶. I am a mental health enthusiast. This became a passion since I experienced so much bashment and such a negative and peculiar reception from society, friends and even family when my mental health was just not at it's best. Of which I really don't blame them as much (If you know me, you know this pisses me off) because they did not know or rather did not understand what mental health really meant. Ooops! My apologies for forgetting to tell you all that I have suffered Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder and mild Schizophrenia for close to six years, technically I still do but the good days are better than the bad trust me. (I wrote them like that so that incase you wanna look them up you can just click and have a look 😊)

I'll break it all down for you in the course of this blog but as I was saying, how my condition was treated really pissed me off and I won't lie nor sugar coat anything at all, and trust me I don't really blame the society or anything (though I highkey did then😶) but I later got to understand that as much as I wanted to be understood not everyone did or maybe for others they just didn't know how to handle me for lack of mental health knowledge. All those emotions made me to want to get better one way or another so that I make a difference in the small way I can and make the environment around a little bit conducive for anyone with mental health because hello, it is not even conducive one bit yet again I feel like we are getting there bits by bits. (Lol I hope I am not sounding too cringe🙃) Aside that I really hoped to just be a voice of change and all by putting my story out there because hey you can't heal what you don't talk about . (Just between you and me, I really struggle with this up to date)

"Speak up even if your voice shakes", my mother would always tell me but I never wanted to for various reason and I highkey chose not to trust people ever because well....uuuhmmm...humans can be very eerie! (I'm sure you feel me right?) It all made sense in the end but only if you are talking to the right people! Not just anyone and everyone lovelies because well people will always be people smh🙁.

So this is gonna be a space where I will be open about my experiences and my journey all through the whole time and also talk about issues in regards to mental health awareness I feel need to be addressed. I might be a bit deep and a bit random sometimes so however we go, we go yes? I'll be writing twice a week as for now so maybe Wednesdays and Fridays. I am hoping to seeing all of you here then😊

You matter!😍

You are loved!😍

So proud of you for the progress you have made today!❤

Have a lovely day lovelies!🦋

Disclaimer: I will try be as open and honest as I can tribe because heh it's T for tuff!