THE CATEGORY IS: PROGRESS REALNESS!

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Forgive me for thinking maybe making progress is a bit overrated,

Condemn me for even the slight thought of,” Making progress isn’t even worth it!”

But I like to look at life from certain perspectives, certainly not good ones at times,

But don’t judge, It’s who I am, It’s one of those things that make me who I am.

Hear me out though, maybe progress is overrated because why do I have to take a trip to progress and growth only to realize that this whole time I was going the wrong way or I get into an accident and it becomes even worse than before I went on that trip.

To think that on top of the physical injuries I get from that accident, there’s a splash of mental and emotional impact.

Frustrations, shame, bitterness among so many other feelings I can’t even pinpoint right now.

The transition to the once, stagnant and numb zombie I was before, well at least that's how it feels on my end.

But have you ever stopped to look at it from this perspective that maybe zombies actually eat brains because brains have caused humans so much damage than good?

Well if not all humans, then maybe humans like the one writing this right now.

Not that I’m complaining or anything but the mind has so much power or something like that because people have confirmed that mindset is everything.

So maybe this is the zombies’ theory, “No brains, no pains”

We have all seen in movies that when you become a zombie, you become fearless and so determined to go for what you want, which is a brain of course lol,

Because in that moment, nothing can stop the zombies.

Thinking can no longer hold them back.

Don't get me wrong though, this is how I see it from where I stand so I guess this is where I say we can agree to disagree.

Friends, as much as this might sound like a whole controversy, I mean no harm.

It's just a thought that hit me when I was writing this!

Besides the point, I am convinced that you probably agree with everything I said but I realized I was actually looking at all this wrongly because at the moment I was mad and pissed and confused,

Clouded with many emotions to even realize that every time I made progress and got an accident on my way,

I most definitely got hurt and bled and cried but eventually got rescued or maybe I was even strong enough to pick myself up and restart again even way stronger than I was before.

I took time to heal and get back on the road again but this time I knew better and I had learnt so much from my previous experience on this pilgrimage.

I was a more experienced pilgrim who was well prepared for anything I would face on my journey.

If the same thing happens, I know I will leave my wrecked and crushed pieces and rely on a push or ride from one of my fellow pilgrims that I will meet on the way or even crawl if I have to just to get to my destination,

Which I am not certain of ever getting there because life happens to be a newborn journey each and every day we get on the surface of earth,

Hence giving up is not an option Miss Mutheu, you have come too far to let anything make your journey feel futile.

So my loves, if you are one to look at life and it’s sentimental from the same perspectives and metaphors as I do,

Be sure not to miss the tiny details in each one, there’s always a catch,

And most importantly, you will be able to discover the twist, the growth, and the progress you have made,

Moreover the lessons you have learnt and just how stronger you have become and will continue to be will uncover.

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Hi good people🥰🦋

I hope we are all doing well😊✨Can't believe January is over lmao😂Shoutout to everyone of us that has to wait till next year for our birthdays😂😭.

Anyways, I hope that this first month of 2022 has been kind to you and if not, I hope and pray that you will continue to hang in there to see just how much God has in store for you. Patience and trust him lovelies😊❣.

To be honest mine has been going great.

I have been really happy till this past week when a couple of things just began proving otherwise but we take time to process whatever it is that needs to be processed and come back stronger and better regardless🤗✨.

I am so sorry for keeping you guys on hold for a while but a pengbabe was just not at her best so I just chose to be unapologetically lazy and I guess I've recharged enough or so I thought till today morning😑 Yaani the way life can surprise you is not even funny anymore🤷‍♂️🙄.

Either way, we fight and hope each day because we have entrusted our lives to someone far much stronger and bigger than anything life can throw at us (I am highkey in the dumps right now and(Or at least that’s how I look at it!😂) that's okay as well🙃)

I bumped into a post on Instagram that reminded me of the immense love God has for me that he would flip someone else’s script JUST FOR ME!✨❤️ He can never forget about you!📌💕

Regardless, as I always say feel what you need to feel no matter what the situation looks like but don't let it consume or define you or your life!😊❣

📌P.S: Heavy on, PLEASE CHECK ON YOUR FRIENDS!💯📌Don't assume someone is doing well or is strong enough because people are suffering out here in silence🥺.

This week let's agree to be intentional with knowing how our friends are doing and spreading love and kindness even in the smallest of ways😊❣.

I am genuinely looking forward to a time when suicide will no longer be something we talk and cry about, when society will be such a safe space for people drowning in mental health issues, when we will embrace and look out for one another like we are all family and to times when people will find it easy to open up without feeling like they will be judged because the environment has become conducive for mental health victims😊✨.

🔆Highlight of my past week has to be meeting a really close online friend I met two years ago😭❤And I know you will ask me why we have never met but for some weird reason, we really clicked on phone so there was never a reason to meet in person because things were okay as they are till recently when our paths crossed because of the same circle of friends apparently😊❣ (Not me singing, "It's a small world after all"😂)

Shoutout to Wambui for being so easy to click with even in person when I expected it to be a very awkward situation😂🥰How can someone be so different yet so alike to you gosh!😊Anyways I was so excited to meet her and definitely looking forward to being friends and not online friends lol😂😍.

Not like it's any of you all's business but I also finally went to the famous "KLABU"🥰😊And I highly recommend their fruit juices kwanza ya apple wueeh😍😍

Hiyo juice nikama....eeey vile inaslap😂❣(Ona sasa unasoma kama lyrics😂😂)

But pia if you don't gerriitt, Text me for more information and you will not be disappointed💯.

SONG OF THE WEEK: Mifupani by Joel Lwaga definitely has been it for me this past week😍🔆You better listen to that one and of course you have to listen to Kesho kutwa please and thankss😂🥰🦋.

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Thank you for all the love and I hope you enjoy today's entry✨! So much love for you all tribe❤🦋! God loves you🥰❤! You are doing great❤! I am proud of you🦋🥰! Love and Light!✨❤!